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A-Lin - 给我一个理由忘记

雨都停了这片天灰什黱呢
我还记得你说我们要快乐
深夜里的脚步声总是刺耳
害怕寂寞就让狂欢的城市陪我关灯
只是哪怕周围再多人感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了心却狠狠的哭著

给我一个理由忘记那黱爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃当时做的决定
有些爱越想抽离却越更清晰
而最痛的距离是你不在身边却在我的心里

当我走在去过的每个地方
总会听到你那最自由的笑
当我回到一个人住的地方
最怕看到冬天你最爱穿的那件外套
只是哪怕周围再多人感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了心却狠狠的哭著

给我一个理由忘记那黱爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃当时做的决定
有些爱越想抽离却越更清晰
而最痛的距离是你不在身边却在我的心里

我找不到理由忘记大雨里的别离
我找不到理由放弃我等你的决心
有些爱越想抽离却越更清晰
而最痛的距离是你不在身边却在我的心里
我想你

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My dog sunny, gave birth for the 3rd time! this time she gave birth to 10 little puppies, which mean our house got 17 dogs altogether now. oh em gee! O.O it's like the number of our dogs are more than the human. -___-

nah, breast-feeding 24/7. who asked her so hiao! hmphh.

now, we're headache about what to do with the new born puppies. whether to sell it or give it. one of my uncle say sell it while another uncle say give it. anyone interested in puppies? please leave a message in my CBOX there. i'll give you FOC. :) BUT, you have to take good care of them. FYI, our family love dogs very much. so if you plan to take them just to look after your house then i'm sorry. It's because we have no choice, can't keep too much dog under one roof to prevent from complain of the neighbours. If not, we will keep it for sure. so just leave me a message or something if you're interested. thanks!

Oh, happy weekend everyone! I'm staying at home tonight. no need to doubt about it, i am just sick of going out everyday and that's why.

Imma get myself a new cheap phone and use it temporarily first, before i get my BB9780! okay, im just anxious of getting myself something new and I'm really sick of my old phone. haha!

this, LG Cookie! I choose this, because i love the outlook! pinkish ~ too bad, this phone don't have purple color. but it's okay, pink also not bad. I'm okay with it. actually i plan to buy LG Lollipop but then i don't like flip phone. so yeah.. you'll be my temporary baby before i get my BB. :p

It's like you wait until I'm happy again and then you decide to walk right back into my life.

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happy national day to Brunei. :)

Just a blink of eye, CNY is over. how fast was that? seriously, this CNY really don't feel like CNY at all. i spent most of my time gambling only. my lucks not bad this year laa. HEHE!

above is the video of our dancing performance for CNY celebration.

got the 2nd place yo, don't play play!

okay, please do not laugh when you watch it (although i already did).

I'm the one with yellow belt. yeah i know, i look like those lazy people with no strength to dance. :(

I dyed my hair to brownish! but i don't like it. eeee! cos the color were TOO bright. i expect it to be darker tho.

see the highlight, too light! oh em gee~ even my uncle also told me that i looked like 'la moi' which mean those malay mixed with iban etc! I'm not racists laa, just that i really don't look like chinese even though im pure chinese.

well, too much thing happened within this one month. but no matter what, i won't let it bring me down again cos i promised myself to stay happy always! :)

I'll just go with the flow.

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Hello all ! I'm back. :D

was pretty busy for the past few weeks.

well, most of my time are occupied by the work recently.

yes, i found a new job here. never think that i will start to work again that fast. was thinking about after CNY then start, who knows they want me to start earlier! sigh.

back to old life, work work and work. looked back, i only rest for one and a half month. sadlife :(

but yeah, it's alright. better than stay at home doing nothing without any income right?

talk about CNY. i still haven't buy any new clothes, shoes, bags, accessories YET ! and my hair, eyebrow all still in a mess. ohmygod ohmygod ! time is running. those nice shirts are already bought by others for sure. :/ Gonna go down miri and look for everything on sunday. hopefully it's still not late yet.

im not really looking forward to CNY tho. somemore, i only got 2 days leaves which is on the 3rd and the 4th of february. wonder if i still can get angpao or not uh. HAHAHA!

something for girls out there :

:)

#154Posts

I wanted to blog so much !!!

but then , uhh .. I've no mood to write down all the thing that happened to me in details like last time again . :'(

I've been through a lot recently, really a lot. no need to guess, It's all the bad thing.

Good thing never happen to me.

I care too much for people who don't care for me at all.

I have to stop expecting.

I should let go of the wrong things/person in my life.

Should have less regret.

and lastly, I wont let anyone/anything bring me down in 2011.

Oh, this is not a new year resolution. This is just something like 'note to myself'.

I have to wake up, yes, wake up! No more heartache, overdosed myself with negative thoughts, waiting and emo.

All i have to do is: stay optimistic all the time and let go of the past and move on.

Let's make 2011 a great year for myself! My legal year. hou yeahhh ~ ! :D

and of course, my resolutions for this year are well-ly planned. will see if i can do it or not.

I'll keep it to myself first. privacy privacy* teehee!

Gonna work hard to archive my goals this year!

Cheer everyone! and, happy new year (belated) !

x

#153Posts

For all of the times that I tried for your smile

For making you think that I was worth the while

So your love would be mine ..

Sorry that I loved you.

Sorry that I needed you.

Sorry I was falling in love with you.

I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time.

& now that you're gone and i'm left alone once again with my broken heart.

I'm hereby to wish you all the best with your new girl . :')

Thanks for all the disappointment that you gave. I've learn my lesson. I won't put my hopes too high and fall for guys that easily ever again.

Take care ~

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傅健颖 - 以为你还在

钢琴上的键 弹不出明天

一双手要怎样 要怎样才能够撑住一片天 

明天 已经很遥远 一个人要怎样 要怎样伪装自己勇敢向前

我以为你还在 我还等着你回来  一起看海拥抱海的澎湃  

数到三还不来  回忆不释怀 我在等待  可是你怎么都不会回来   

键 弹不出明天 一双手要怎样 要怎样才能够撑住一片天 

明天已经很遥远 一个人要怎样 要怎样伪装自己勇敢向前 

我以为你还在 想念的雾散不开 一场意外谁把我救出来

 数到三还不来 期待已变坏 留下只是寂寞里那种无声黑白 

我以你你还在 我还等着你回来 一起看海拥抱海的澎湃 

数到三还不来 回忆不释怀 我在等待 可是你永远都不会回来 

hoo ~ 

我以为你还在 

wooo ~ 

在不在 你还在不在 不在回来

 泪水淋湿了无奈 我还在空无等待 

我以为你还在 我还等着你回来 一起看海拥抱海的澎湃 

数到三还不来 回忆不释怀 

我在等待 可是你永远都不会回来

♥